The day I've been looking forward to for 6 weeks has finally arrived! I'm going to see the doctor to find out what the future holds in terms of the leg! And then it's all over and there's not really good news...There's been virtually no growth of the bones since the previous visit.
I'm quite sure you'll understand that I'm not jumping for joy right now. As a matter of fact, I'm actually feeling quite "down" while I'm thinking of this. What's probably adding to this is the fact that I'm scheduled to go back to hospital on Tuesday next week for another operation. I've really been hoping that the news would be a little better than this!
But...as the old saying goes...the show must go on! So, allow me a little time to have a "pity party" and I'll also move on to get over this.
One of these days I'll probably be talking of a "minor setback" on my journey to healing, or something like that. For now, though, I'm just talking about the fact that I have to go for another operation and I want to be a little childish and say: "Don't wanna!!!" There, see? I feel a little better already!
Just before I got to see the doc, I was in the x-ray department (for x-ray's, obviously!) and I am now reminded of a picture I saw on one of their walls. It was of a baby having a "fit" and below the picture it read: "Get angry...and then get over it and move on."
So...here's me being a little "angry" for the moment and the next time I write I'll probably be over it and move on.
OK, that's enough for now. I'll write again a little later.
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